a weight in black spots (for bees)

are you aware that what you want
and what you need
cannot be supplied to you by other people?

the world is full of real people
and they are not the way you want,
and they cannot always give you what you want,
in the way you want,
when you want.

and they cannot be your ideal,
they are just themselves.
with their own life, preoccupations, tasks, and things they want

and these, as well as yours, as well as me, as well as you,
change

and fade away