DifFreq

And as the word begins to rot
Easier not to look than to fix
Easier to go on...

Salvation is always ready
Every coming minute,
Or maybe the next day...

When we have time,
When this is over,
Or when we're over that
Or maybe even dead

Hidden in different shapes,
Under a different sun,
Speaking different tongues,
Memory always gone.

Yet
Why not now?

Now with its nudges and complications
Now always in urgency
Things to do
Or things to end
Or to look forward to

Things that come your way
And become your life
And your life, dries up

So now, I'm not really here
Safe in fleeting thought
Close your eyes, you'll be alone
Leave this for later...

Open again
I might be gone

Bees by your side

The cursor endlessly blinks
I type words on the blank screen
I build ideas and dreams
and late papers for school
It remains blank

Inbox empty
My scattered thoughts could fill this room
With the moisture of the tropical skies
And your lips
And the space between your legs
And your face and your smile

And my fingers fading away,
My eyes melting in your face
My voice
An echo in solitude

Your breath telling me to stop
Your thought-world exp(ecting,dem)anding
I just sit here, listen to the drums
With a dog in my lap
And the stars in my eyes
The sharp end of one
Piercing through my chest

Where are you?
I wonder
Has the distance taken you away?
Will it beat you
- will fears become regret?

For thought is but a path
to surest uncertainty
And knowledge just a ripple
in experience's river
And the clear waters
That flow through my veins know better
To share with you,
To breath life and not doubt
To let go once again

For the buzz in your ears
And the bees by your side
Are not mine to take away

Varado en un riel

Varado en medio de un riel
Los rayos del Sol ya se ocultan
Tú estás de un lado
y del otro no sé.

Del otro no sé si estoy yo o estás tú
O si está la noche
Justo en mi espalda
O si está el olvido
O el más allá, más acá
O si me persigue la brisa sin tocarme
Aún

El año pasa en un pestañar
Vale por cien y a la vez por nada
Estoy a tu lado, como siempre he estado
Esta vez no ha pasado
Esta vez no he aguantado
Me dices que estoy atrapado
Entrando y saliendo de las mismas jaulas
Y esto que escribo me tiene encerrado

Logros, castillos de arena
El edificio vacío con ventanas sin vidrio
Albergando la nieve y el frío
No me acompaña

Una ola se lleva todo
(un paso más adelante)
Y quedo yo
Ssin ti, sin lados, sin riel

kcab

En un brote interestelar y con chispas de aire
salgo a la superficie
Cuando la velocidad deja de ser medible
y ya nada puede deshacerse
queda solo dar el salto,
y estoy de vuelta
Sin vueltas.

Presto atención a mis cosas y no hay nada mas
Entonces

Llegué yo y tengo hambre
Esta noche voy pa la zona